The life of serenity that I have lived, I wouldn’t wish even on my worst enemies.
The climax is what I read: 30g for $20.
I bought it and smoked joints of it; I would spit it out after a couple of hits.
I went through bags like crazy.
Almost 9 bags a week.
I quit high school, I quit life.
The ups and downs it sent me on were a rollercoaster of death.
I pawned, stole, conned.
I used every single person in my life up, made new friends and used them up.
My family had no clue. My friends had no clue. It was serious. I would not off with joints in my hand and wake up with a burn through my shirt and my stomach.
I totaled 2 cars and spent over 75,000 on this drug in 4 years.
THE I45 CORRIDOR IN TEXAS WAS INFECTED. From Huntsville to Houston, we drove every day if not twice a day to get incensed.
I watched multiple people go into panic attacks.
I had to pull a kids mouth apart and grab his tongue because he went into a coma in my living room and lost all responsiveness.
He woke up 15 minutes later in the bathtub speaking gibberish.
It’s amazing that he didn’t die. Your first hit can be your last hit.
It took me 5 relapses and a lot of church men’s drug meetings to get off. I spent the first week off serenity but naked in a bathroom at my mom’s house.
I had hot chills and cold sweats that made me feel like I was going to die at any moment.
I really thought I was.
I have every drug and every man made chemical except heroin.
I assume heroin is the closest.
I felt a love for this drug stronger than anything I have felt in my life.
I still love this drug and every day is struggle but my life has turned over a new page, 2 years sober August 2016.