Hi my name is Mike!
Up until about two years ago, I had a massive struggle with Mr. Nice Guy and it lasted for years!
I had tried it years ago, while I was on probation, because it couldn’t be detected.
I really don’t think it took long before I was dependent on it, but it did take a little while before it started to affect my life.
At first, every couple of nights me and my ex would get a bag… then it moved to every night, fast.
There were two times this drug really scared me. I thought I was really going to die and seconds away from pressing the call button on my phone with 911 programed in.
Now, I have a history with alcoholism and drugs. I have tried all drugs, and none of them – including the psychedelics and a couple of overdoses – were nearly as terrifying as this “fake weed“!
OK, well I started to smoke it all day at first, the very moment I was off work. I worked construction, so I’d smoke right at the job site before going home, and the entire day I’d be thinking about it.
Then, I started smoking on the job. I was officially smoking it from the moment I woke up till I went to sleep.
I was building gas stations, so operating heavy machinery and having to work with calculations was not a good combo with this drug. All day long, I was in and out of the porta potty smoking my brains out.
I had become a zombie with a blank look in my eyes. I felt like an empty shell.
My boss noticed a big change in me! I couldn’t think clearly any longer. I got stuck on my words. Really, I had a hard time conveying anything to anyone.
I became useless at work and maybe even as a person!
My boss let me go, from what I considered a career that I loved! I went from making $1,400 week (that basically all went to Mr.Nice Guy) – to nothing.
I stopped paying rent and blew through any savings I had. I got evicted.
Now I was homeless, with this habit. Though somehow, some way, I’d always come up with money for. I started selling everything, I was scamming people, whatever I had to do to get more!
I found another job and an apartment, and I started to see how bad I had gotten with this stuff.
After going to the smoke shop, I normally bought it from and begging the guy to give me some on the arm which he did cause I probably made him rich already.
As I was smoking it, I thought about all I had lost in the last year and a half all due to that stuff. I decided I was going to quit! And I did… for a little while!
I relapsed over and over again, mainly cause my ex also my babies’ mommy had never stopped and I knew it no matter how much she tried to hide it from me!
Every time I smoked just once with her, I opened Pandora’s box all over again and I couldn’t get enough.
At one point, I only knew of one place to get it cause it was illegal. I live on Long Island in NY, and I would take buses from all the way out east at the end of the island to all the way out to the west side of the island.
I was hopelessly addicted to the stuff and I knew it!
For a while, I kept relapsing over and over.
Until two and a half years ago, I was at my worst with this stuff – in a day I was smoking seven or eight days maybe even more, my mind was so shot everything was blurry to me.
When again I had ran out of money and somehow one of my roommates friends that I just bumped into told me that he makes the stuff in powder or a sticky resin type of form and he got the major ingredients online dirt cheap. End result, I didn’t even have to buy it from him. He just gave me a whole bunch.
Now, this stuff could just be sprinkled on tobacco or whatever and it was by far stronger then anything else out there! The amount he gave me should have lasted a non-addict an entire year, but me, I blew through it in couple of days!
Now those couple of days I would wake up early and do nothing but smoke it all day long, never putting the pipe down. And I would go to sleep late.
I started getting some really crazy side effects, mainly when I wasn’t smoking. When I would open my eyes in the morning, I would have extreme nausea sometimes lead to vomiting so bad I couldn’t even make it out of my bed let alone the bathroom before I would just vomit everywhere!
Another side effect that I haven’t heard anyone talk about was when smoked, my skin would burn everywhere on my body. I had the feeling my skin was bright red, but it appeared normal.
It had gotten to the point where I was really suffering, inside and out. The depression was so bad I scared myself with my own thoughts.
Towards the end, I couldn’t make sense of anything. Sometimes, I thought I was in a dream I couldn’t separate my dreams at night from reality.
Things got so bad dark and Grimm and insane that I made a decision to sign myself into a mental hospital because, point blank, I needed help a lot of help.
I knew that stuff – and I openly said it back then – but the worst drug in existence was doing very bad things to my mind and body!
I was terrified that I wasn’t going to come back to reality, that I had done permanent damage. I smoked that crap right up until I walked into the hospital where I tossed my pipe in what I was hoping for good!
That day was 7/23/13, almost two years ago… and I have been completely sober!
My daughter’s mother has seen her own light, and it’s been along time for her as well. And it’s nice both of us are sober, because there aren’t too many people you run into that was a k2 addict… LOL, we can share stories of the crazy things we did all because of a bag with dried up leaves in it!
I am very glad this stuff has been made illegal again. As someone like me who has done every drug in every way you could do them, synthetic pot is the absolute worst!
In about a year of using, it I lost everything to the point I was homeless!
It took me a long time for my thoughts to make sense again and to just feel normal two years – and I’m still not 100% . It had gotten to the point real pot was no good to me, I didn’t even want it!
In conclusion to my little story, this is a very bad and addictive drug. It’s highly dangerous. I urge everyone not to try this. Stay away.
You are better off getting hooked on heroin – I’m not even kidding.
For those that feel that hopeless empty feeling and don’t know how to brake free of it I urge no I beg you to get help ASAP Every time you take just one hit of this stuff it opens Pandora’s box and the cycle starts all over again until this drug bleeds you dry of everything possessions mind body and soul! I went to a mental hospital cause of depression and quite honestly I felt like I lost my mind like I was crazy I guess the hospital did too cause they kept me for a few weeks! My journey didn’t end with that flight deck I went right from there to a rehab that I was at for a long time! it was worth it I feel free! If your stuck on this shit get help contact me and I’ll help you if you feel you don’t know what to do! So…. that’s my story and I’m srickin to it! all the best everyone!
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