I don’t know what changed, I HATE legal weed (magic dragon, sky high, spice).
I am only nineteen. I used to be the happiest jolly person, and now I am a bad tempered psycho bitch that has let everything disappear in her life.
A few years ago, I was at a party and like the usual teenage party there were drugs and lots of them, I’ve been smoking normal pot for nearly eight years, so the shooter comes my way and I drool as it’s my first hit all day.
I smoked the shooter real slow to enjoy it but as it shot I tasted this horrible taste, That’s all I remember or that night. And, yeah, just to mention: I hadn’t even started my first drink.
So the next day, I woke up to 33 missed calls, 23 text messages they all said the same thing ‘ring ASAP Did u get home okay’
I started panicking while my best mate told me my antics the night before she said, you took one bong went to get up fell on the floor… peed myself, threw up all over myself, and sat sleeping for about 3 hours while nobody could wake me up.
I was appalled and swore I would never touch the stuff.
The time I reached my 4th year of secondary school, I was hooked on normal pot. I loved it never went to school, sat all day everyday getting high,
I don’t understand why on January 14th, 2015, but I bought a 3g bag of Magic Dragon. It just made me sleep after one joint (too scared for shooters, after the first time).
I tried it, now I am worse than a heroin addict.
I get two or three 3g bags a day now. I am like a zombie, My boyfriend said I am just like someone that has a wet brain when I smoke it.
My boyfriend also recorded me after smoking a shooter of Sky High for the first time. I sat wide eyed screaming the letter e at the top of my voice and then my body righted up and I started fitting, My boyfriend said, ‘you went on like a serious mentally unwell person’.
I belonged In a mental asylum.
Enough is enough, I thought.
Four days ago, I went cold turkey. Only a few hours after my last shooter, I started seeing & hearing things and throwing up. Diarrhea, sweating all over and freezing.
Yesterday, I relapsed and smoked one and a half grams of doob and the withdrawals are scaring the life out of me.
I feel like my heart’s going to bust out of my chest!
I can’t concentrate on the TV or hold a conversation with anybody for more than fIve mins including my boyfriend.
Legal weed has left me mental fucked up. I haven’t slept a wink (not even ten minutes) since I’ve tried to go off it, and even tho I smoked it yesterday it didn’t help me sleep.
Please: if anyone has advice, feel free to give it.