I was addicted for one year straight. I smoke nearly non-stop all day every. I was always high and always craving the high.
It was mostly a horrible game of chasing the dragon. The drug caused me to self-destruct. It made me crazy like almost like crazy. It was so hard for me because I didn’t tell anyone what was going on in my head.
This shit almost got me killed several times through doing dumping shit high to the drug killing my body and feeling my body die.
Not a fun experiences but for sure a life lesson to never forget and hope I still don’t suffer for it. I have had little to no health issues to my knowledge, but I will say my mental is different not like I’m stupid just weird.