I have gained a few pounds back, but nowhere near the 31 lbs I lost in 5 days.
My hunger is constant, but my ability to bring myself to eat is also constant.
Food finally has flavor again, but It’s a struggle. It’s a mixed blessing.
I’m about 30-40 lbs overweight still, even after losing the 31 lbs. – but the constant hunger is horrible.
I no longer wish for death. I can get out of bed and function, but still have little to no energy. Just walking a couple blocks wears me out.
Bless my wife for standing by me through this.
The tingling sensation has been with me so long, I don’t even notice it anymore unless I think about it.
The ABSOLUTE WORST PART? I’ve slipped twice and smoked with a friend. Neither time was pleasant and I regretted it immediately.
The ABSOLUTE BEST PART? I think those 2 slips are my last and through all this, I didn’t pick up the bottle again.
I have been off the booze for over 9 months.
If you’re young, you need to listen to this 52 year old man. This shit has caused me to have 2 stents put in my heart to the tune of over $200,000 which thankfully insurance almost completely paid for.
However I still paid $11,000 out of pocket, not to mention the 6 pills I now will have to take for the rest of my life to maintain my heart and not die.
Lost wages and almost a ruined marriage. Almost lost my job and car.
I CANNOT BEGIN TO DESCRIBE WHAT I PERSONALLY CONSIDER THE MOST HORRIBLE DRUG ON THE PLANET.
I have done coke, crack and meth. All horrific in they’re own right.