I started smoking spice about 10 years ago.
I am 32 years old.
Now, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t even be motivated to do anything if I don’t get spice.
I have a lot of friends that smoke it too.
One of my friends recently just stopped it, she’s having a hard time eating and a hard time sleeping; she doesn’t even want to go to work.
I feel as I will also start feeling like her if I quit.
I actually quit for one week and I was not happy.
The entire week I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, I wasn’t motivated to spend time with my kids, I didn’t want to do anything but sit there and be mad because I don’t have it.
When we were broke, I took it out on my husband, I threatened to leave him if he didn’t give me money for it; I threatened to not have sex with him if he didn’t give me money for it; I did a lot of threatening to my husband when I didn’t have it and to top it off, I even had bad trips when the spice was too strong but I still don’t want to quit.
Let me take that back I want to quit but I can’t.
I even go to the doctor and told him that I was smoking spice and I wanted to quit.
So he got me a pill, I call it a master pill because it takes care of anything and everything even if your big toe hurts it will help.
So, I’m giving the pills to a very close friend and it is helping her to stop but the pills aren’t helping me to stop.
When I do take the pill, it makes me not want to smoke, not even a cigarette but the pill doesn’t last long and the minute it wears off your back pissed because you don’t have it.
I even had friends threaten me and tell me that they’re not going to be my friend because I won’t give them any when they don’t have it and I don’t know what to do.
Please help me my name is sweet tea and if you have any help for me, please email me or shoot me a text [email protected]