Well, I am like the other guy in this story am coincidentally 38. Now, I am also college educated, and that has little to do with what happened to me or my credibility because anyone can claim such a thing. Anyway, I smoked Street Spice for the first time last night, and that was enjoyable.
My friend that gave it to me stressed how important that it was to take a light hit. I did last night and happened to be watching a video of Rammstein playing live on YouTube, and it was very enjoyable. That was incredible in fact.
The experience was very positive as I was drinking some beers and relaxing after work and hit the one-hitter with spice in it. I was jamming out and decide to take a shower, and it was fantastic also. The water felt so good and refreshing as I bathed and washed.
All of a sudden it was like I came up from under a blanket that I had held over me, and it all stopped. I was still residual lyrics fucked up but not like it was. Anyway, I went to work the next day and shared my positive experience with the friend that gave it to me. Now the story takes a turn for the worse.
Mind you, I have taken and ingested nearly every drug known to man and treated them and used them with mostly success throughout my life. All hallucinogens included. Due to my job, I can do almost anything. I am a welder for a big construction company so my drug choices exclude pot which would be my pick of any after flirting with and putting down every other one. The only thing that I do on a regular basis is drink beers.
Back to the story, so, I went to the bar to meet up with some coworkers and had three drinks. Three glasses are my limit because I have already had more than 2 OWI’s. So now I am very careful and won’t drive with more than 3.
So anyway I got home and had 2 or 3 more beers and decided to hit the one hitter again and chill like the night before. I packed it and took a small but bordering moderate hit. Man do I regret ever thinking about doing it or saying the name if the drug, spice! The person that I read earlier said it very well.
It started out feeling high but then kept morphing and getting more intense. Before I knew it, I was in this what seemed like endless patterns and shapes that kept distorting but moving together at the center. The feeling was complete hopelessness. Complete and total. It felt like I was one collective conscience but also my own that was trapped in an endless loop of total distress and despair.
I thought that this was hell and this was an eternity. Time and space left and this was all that existed. It felt like I was a part of all of the evil that existed in the world and it was one and me together. I think was not my state of mind but a place in time? It was a real place that exists on some plane, and I became a part of it for at least 10-15 maybe even 20 minutes.
It was hell. If it weren’t, I would challenge someone to describe a feeling or place that is more evil or despairing. I am not a weak minded person and have tripped on acid, mushrooms and ecstasy countless times. Acid being thrown most 50 hours at a minimum. I had at least one bad trip on it. It does not compare to it in any way shape or form.
It does not compare to anything or experience that I can ever begin to think of. Just to let you all know and I am not bragging in any sense of the word, but when I was in adolescence, I had some behavioral problems and had an IQ test. My IQ is 127. I say that to let you all know that I am not simple and I do not have a week mind.
I was raised Roman Catholic but am not practicing. I strayed from it and explored much other Protestant religion and attended many other religious churches in my search for the truth. That is what I am all about, in pursuit of the highest truths. After this experience, let’s just put it this way, I am very much rethinking everything about my life including my place with God.
It is unlike anything that I would want anyone alive it dead to ever have to experience, EVER. In fact, this is what made me decide to post this. PLEASE DO NOT EVER USE SPICE. Spice is something evil and terrible that I know is not okay. It is not good at all. I just experienced all of this maybe 1 to 2 hours ago.
I took me quite a while to try and figure out just what in the FUCK happened to me. I am going to be 100 percent real with this. I was in HELL. If not that, I became a part of a collective consciousness of evil that exists in some form or plain of existence.
The crazy part about all of this is that I started texting my friend as soon as I started coming back to consciousness and then called him. He was high on spice at the time but not where I went.
I could tell that he was listening to me explain but at the same time figured that I just lost control and did too much and had a bad experience. It couldn’t be farther from the truth. After a bit of explaining it seemed like he was getting annoyed slightly and just thought that I did too much.
This may be partly right but let me assure you all, I took a slight to moderate hit. He told me that he was kind of there and he understands. Well, let me tell you this, if you ever go there, YOU WILL NEVER WANT TO GO BACK.
I immediately after I started coming out of it and started getting my shit back together started throwing the rest of it and the one-hitter in the trash. I know that he and I will discuss it further in person and he is a decent guy.
I consider myself also to be an honest person and I am. Anyways, I had to share this with anyone that looks for this or if it may help someone that had a similar experience. But I beg of all of you, throw this shit in the trash and pray to God that this isn’t happens to people when they die and go to hell.
Thank you and God bless. Also please excuse any spelling or grammar errors. I am writing this in duress. Fuck me, man.
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