I started smoking k2 about a year ago, and I just now got clean from it.
I stopped getting high from real weed, so I thought I would go and smoke k. I didn’t think no harm of it.
I thought 10$ for 5 grams, you can’t beat that.
The high was amazing in my eyes at the time. I thought, no harm.
I never thought I’d get addicted to it, either… I heard stories and just laughed bc it never happened to me, so I didn’t believe it.
But I soon found myself waking up and flipping, if I didn’t have it.
I started getting hot and cold chills, having suicidal thoughts, even homicidal at times. I found my self very depressed at times.
I was having symptoms that someone on crack or dope would have… I went through withdrawals that were really bad.
I pushed a lot of people away and lost a lot of trust. I almost killed myself twice. Lost my appetite completely, couldn’t sleep, got kicked out and on the streets…. all because of smoking k2.
It ruined every thing…. I would find my self nodded off like a dope head… people thought I was shooting dope and on other drugs. It literally ruined my life.
Now I am about a week clean from it, and things are different.
But things are still very difficult for me. I still have yet to been able to sleep, and I have a lot of trouble eating.
I had to take flush pills to get it out my system.
I never thought getting high of synthetic weed would change my life. I lost my job b/c of it. I found my self flipping out and hitting things, people.
I ended up extremely depressed.
Then I lost my uncle, and things ended up getting worse. I got even heavier on it and would go thru about a pack or two a day. I would find myself begging and pleading for money just so I could smoke.
It was really bad. I could have died. I could be dead right now.
If it wasn’t for my mother walking out of her room, I wouldn’t be here to this day…
I’ve had a lot of denial, but now that I’m clean I see everything that I was too blind to see before.
I pushed a lot of people away bc all I cared about was getting high – and if it wasn’t k2, I didn’t want it.
Which caused a lot of damage to my family and friends.
Please dont smoke that shit…. it is just as addictive and life-ruining as heroin.
Trust me – I’m going thru detox now and now that I’m not smoking any more, I am a lot happier and I can actually live my life.
I am slowly making progress to getting my family and friends back – and a job.
I still have to go to counseling & anger management. I have to take sleeping pills, or I will be up all hours of the night.
I was depending on a high to be able to eat and sleep and NO one should have to do that. No one should have to go through what I am and was.
Stay away from the k. You could end up dead within seconds. I almost did.