I have been using spice for the past 3-4 yrs quite consistently.
Recently I went through a really bad break up and it was my escape.
I am currently a few days off of it and the withdrawal symptoms I am experiencing have hospitalized me twice with rapid heart rate, lack of sleep, lack of appetite, profuse sweating, body temperature fluctuations, depression, lack of sex drive, lack of care for life in general.
I couldn’t even get proper treatment in the hospital because I am fighting this battle alone – no one knows I did those kind of things, and the people who do know are not people I can turn to for help.
Everyday I wake up wishing my life was over and death is at the door. But I am fighting this cold turkey.
The symptoms are some of the worse feelings I have ever felt. I honestly don’t know what to do and how to stop them, when they stop, or what to do period.
I’m so scared more scared than I have ever been in my life.