I was using spice for about a year and a half I stopped for about three months and again for about two more. I have so many problems that I even feel something off inside, but I can’t figure it out.
Sometimes my mind will space out for short periods. I can’t remember the things that I should. I will walk into another room, and that fast forgets what I was doing.
Then I will think carefully and find that I only remembered what I forgot before this time. My hair fell out; my attitude was wrong.
I became so depressed that I could not get out of bed. I lost many friends from using it. I would be so high that I would pass out in the middle of talking.
Burn holes in my clothes from falling to sleep. For some reason, I have severe headaches, not when I was smoking.
I could not control my bladder if I sneezed I would pee a little. Now I’m off, I can’t sleep at all, but I have had that problem for a while. I can’t eat right.
I can go for a week without eating. I don’t care how good the high feels is not worth it. I have only been off for two months, and I’m emotional.
I’m going through a lot, but I feel like I can’t always handle what going on around me. I find myself still depressed. But I’m so glad I have stopped.
Spice was taking over my life; I could not sleep without it. If I thought I was going to run out, I would drive an hour away to keep my stash up.
I have seen many of my friends go to the hospital from this stuff. I have a friend who has bad heart problems that will never allow her to be without meds.
I have seen people talking to people who not there. If you can’t smoke weed, wait till you can. It will ruin your life.
Keep in mind, I’m newly off. I’m so scared to find out what all is wrong with me cause I know it’s more to come. That’s the kind of damage this stuff does.
I was pregnant and didn’t know at first, and my baby died when I was almost five months.
I know deep down it was due to the spice.
When I look back, I’m just grateful to be this ok and still be alive.