I smoked spice about 3 years ago.
I thought it was fun and cool at first, cause it wouldn’t show up in a drug test.
But one day, I had a bad trip from it. I felt as if my body was numb and my mind was somewhere else drifting off and it wouldn’t come back.
That feeling went away.
Then, I started having really bad anxiety from it. I had to get on medicine because my anxiety was that bad.
I felt like I was dying when I would fall asleep. I feared that I was going to “trip” out again.
I was in a constant panic for about a year, and nothing seemed to help.
Now, my anxiety is getting better, but I constantly feel my heart beating and have to make sure I’m alive everyday because I dread ever feeling that way.
I feel like there is still something seriously wrong with me to this day from smoking it.
I’m not sure if that feeling will ever go away, but I’m trying day by day to recover from this raging nightmare I have experienced.