Spice ruined my life four times.
I went from using the drug just to get high, to NEEDING it.
I never thought I’d get addicted when first tried it, so I kept smoking it.
The first time, when I tried to quit smoking, I didn’t know what was wrong with me.
I thought I might have been sick, so I went to the doctor.
They asked if I’d been using any drugs, I told them spice. They said that what is wrong with me.
I automatically wanted to quit smoking, but I craved more.
I became crazy, hateful, mean, and depressed.
My boyfriend and I went from having hundreds and thousands of dollars to begging people to let us borrow the money to get our next bag.
Within only a couple of weeks, Spice made me a different person, an angry person. I finally quit.
But just a few months later, someone was smoking it, and I hit it….couldn’t stop.
Same thing happened.
I quit again after about three months.
And this repeated two more times. Four times I went through this battle.
About two years worth of going through bad times, and building myself up from them.
I lost 2 of my jobs. This last time was the worst.
I’ve been clean since June 5th, 2016. Not that long, but I refuse to go down that path again.
My body has severe damage from it, and my anxiety stays bad now. Even with medication.
If you want to smoke weed, smoke weed; do not try this drug. It is evil; it will ruin your life.
It will destroy your relationships with people. It will eventually kill you.