So a little backstory, I was hanging out with my best friend, A friend that lives by himself and we were smoking out of a pipe. He took a couple of hits, and you could tell he was high, so I finished off the bowl and started freaking out.
I began to think of the whole situation in a different perspective as if someone was trying to get through to me in a brain signal, and I didn’t have right enough reception until I smoked it.
He got high and started laying down where we usually sleep in the camper. When we go camping and started being sexual, which was alright because I was always sexual back.
But the spice made me feel extremely uncomfortable to that, and I blurted out. I’m not really up for all that, and he knew I’d been kicked out my house, so I don’t know why I followed up by saying I think I have to go home and then I just got up and left.
He was too high to register what happened till after I’d left, he kept calling over and over again. This was about 3 hours ago, and I’m still a little shook up and don’t know how to handle the situation because now I feel disgusted by myself when I think about hanging out with him.