My name is Stephen. I originally started smoking this poison for the same reason alot of other people do.
I am a proud supporter of marijuana – have smoked it for years, but was recently put on probation so I found an alternative. I was not able to buy it in shops, so I ordered it online.
At first it was great, had a strong high that hit quick and felt just like weed. I kept a continuous supply coming in the mail for about 6 months.
Then, my wife and I fell a little behind on bills so i was forced not to order a batch. I’ll get to the withdrawals later. I am 19 and married.
While smoking it, I would speak in gibberish, forget where I was, it started to completely change my personality.
I am normally a very bubbly happy person. This crap had me very withdrawn from my wife, friends and family. All I cared about was smoking spice. It got to the point that my body would wake itself up 2-3 times a night with an uncontrollable craving to smoke it.
All I cared about was smoking it. I couldnt wait to get off work to go home and get high. I would shake every single particle out of the packs to smoke. I felt like a fiend. But I didn’t care, all I wanted to do was get high on this crap. It swallowed every aspect of my life. I wasn’t eating, drinking, and as I said I wasn’t sleeping like I should.
Then, like I said, there was that period I didn’t have it and the hell started. I started to come back to reality and it was sad. I was having cold sweats, shaking vigorously, Couldn’t walk 10 feet without being exhausted, I started passing out, throwing up, peeing out my back side, chest pains, basically like heroin withdrawal.
My wife was watching me go through this and it was tearing her apart. I went to the hospital and the put 2 bags of I.V. in me, I was that dehydrated and unfed.
I have been clean now for 2 weeks, and I never ever ever will touch that garbage again. It’s not even a struggle.
If there is anyone reading this thinking about using it for the first time, don’t. You will regret it I promise. These are not the words of just anyone. I was in your shoes thinking I could just use it here and there and that it would be just as innocent as weed. It’s not. It will snowball and ruin your life if you don’t stop it before it starts. This stuff is straight from hell itself.
There’s even more that I want to share with you but am having trouble collecting my thoughts because I just cant explain to you the seriousness of this stuff. Now I understand the reality is this drug exists and some of you may still feel that you can do it and keep it under control and all that.
For those of you all I ask is this, if you do try it have a friend with you or a couple of friends who aren’t smoking it. and have them video you. You will be so ashamed of yourself and how you look. Because every hit of it is different one time you might just lay your head back and go to sleep, then the next time you might flip out and have a psychotic break down.
I made the dumb decision of letting a friend try it. But I didn’t smoke it that time in case he had one, and boy did he. He forgot entirely who he was, he threw a ps3 controller at my face, me and his brother had to pin him down because he was roaring and screaming.
I hope this post stop at least just one person from using. I’m not posting this for fun. This stuff is serious and you will regret not heeding my advice.
And to those of you quitting it. Keep it up, the withdrawals will end and you will feel like such a better person. Take an over the counter sleep aid to help. Drink lots of water, eat saltines and keep your loved ones close.
I’m glad i still have my wife after this, I almost lost her.