About 5 or 6 years ago I smoked K2. After doing so I was sitting around my friends and started feeling weird.
I started looking frantically in my purse and then I suddenly blacked out and my friends told me I threw my purse flung backwards and started throwing my body around. What I felt was even worse than probably what they saw. I felt out of control, I felt like my legs and arms were doing windmill motions and it was loud.
I remember it being so loud and I was terrified because I couldn’t stop, then I sat up really fast and threw my hands on the tv screen. It was like I wasn’t controlling my own body, and then my friend ran down the stairs and grabbed my shoulders and started saying my name. I snapped out of it and burst into tears. And to this day it’s fucked me up.
I have anxiety I didn’t use to have, I haven’t truly felt myself since then, I have knots in my stomach every day, I can’t concentrate very well and I also get distracted easily, I feel like I’m crazy, I don’t feel like the person I was, I can’t smoke weed at all and if I do I get this crazy panic attack and I get scared because it almost feels like I’m about to do the same thing that happened with K2. I just feel different.
Smoking K2 ruined my life. I’ve even gotten an MRI and they said they didn’t see anything wrong. So it makes me wonder even more what the hell is wrong with me. I’ve been searching for answers for 5 years and still nothing. I’m hoping someone sees this and knows what to do to help me..but I don’t know.