I am on day three of quitting Spice.
I smoked Mr Sin to start the addiction (unaware of effects), and the shop ran out of it but had other styles. So I picked up a bag of Twisted, then a bag of Psycho, each new purchase after the previous bag was done.
Mr Sin worked, till I stumbled upon Keisha Cole bag. From then on for two months, it was hit or miss – some bags of kisha worked, others didn’t.
I was up to at least ten bowl packs a day, then I went back and they had Mr Sin.
I hit it and immediately lost feeling in my skin, like I can take a punch from Tyson and not feel it.
Yet I was able to function on a level I call transcendence… where I feel what I do, but not pain.
I’m telling ya this shit has been compared to bath salts…
I’m having tremors, tons of cold then hot sweats, and it’s making me cry like a bitch about every single thing.
Panic attacks for me since day one recovery have come every 20 minutes. I was scared to even sleep b/c even with the meds I got to help with the anxiety – plus cigs – I still wake up screaming in fear and crying!
The mornings are the worst by far, I find relief in multi vitamins and the prescription for anxiety attacks but the negativity is constant.
If you have kids you may wanna stay away for a few days – the excitement will trigger an attack.
I don’t think abt smoking anymore. I am terrified of the stuff.
I’ve read that ppl have a lot of issues quitting spice from long term use. I was a heavy user for 3 months.
The stories I hear from recovering people is at least a year of withdrawal & healing.
Seeing that I was only on it for 3 months, am I in line for the long haul withdrawal? or a lesser one?
It’s bad now, but semi-managable.