I’m only seventeen years old, and I’m addicted to spice.
I have been smoking it ever since the age 12 when people could buy it in stores.
I would have my dad buy the shit for me so that I could get high.
While I was in prison, I experienced withdraws, had major headaches, hot and cold sweats, mini seizures, and wanted to throw up and couldn’t throw up.
I then went to drug treatment for this and was there for a one year and one month.
When I got, I saw people smoking marijuana in front of me while I was on probation.
I then relapsed a week later to spice because I wanted to get high bad on this bud. So I decided to hit up my friends that were smoking spice.
I never got caught smoking while on probation. Then, one night, I was depressed and wanted to end my life.
So I went drunk and smoked two blunts of spice.
I started throwing up and having seizures throughout the night. I refused to go to the hospital for this overdose.
I then went to jail again at the age 16 and went to treatment again. I got out at the age 17. From there, my story begins.
I was doing well when I got out going for my GED dropped my old friends and having a job.
I then got off probation and started to smoke marijuana.
I then ran into my best friend from elementary school he was smoking spice since he was on probation.
I relapsed to spice again this day, but I got addicted to spice a lot more than I did before. I started to buy an ounce of spice a week.
It is now to the point where I spend all my money on spice, and that is $305 just to support my addiction.
I now wake up in the morning to smoke spice.
I barely eat and drink throughout the day.
I wake up in the middle of the night just to smoke then I go back to bed.
It is hard to explain the high I get from spice. Besides that when I smoke I keep smoking and become a zombie all spaced out.
When I don’t have I get furious, sleep a lot, eat a lot, have headaches and want to throw up.
Due to me smoking spice I have ruined the relationship that I have with my family and friends because they don’t want to be around me because my addiction is destroying my life and they are sad that I’m killing myself to this drug called spice.