My life is over. Ruined my finances. Way behind on bills.
Have court tomorrow for a speeding ticket and have no gas to make it there or money for gas.
I’m this close to doing it…
Please never start. I just want this to be over. I want to die. I want to give my life to some one who wants go live.
It will take you and ruin who you are. I am a broken shell of the once kick ass military member I was. I was a top performer…
Now I’m a loser.
Good luck to you all.