I have smoked for approx 2 years. Seemed like a good alternative to pot. First warning sign should have been how much money i was spending and what id do to get the money. Mr. Nice guy, kryptonite, mad hatter, aces high, but what got me was stank. They have changed the recipe so much to keep it legal that it totally hurts your body organs and brain. Obsessively picking resin out of my pipes and up smoking through the night every 2 hours. I have all kinds of terrible symptoms GI, depression, thoughts of suicide, body pain and muscle weakness. I think I have heavy metal poisoning. Weeks these symptoms last. And I still want to use. Once you get through the heroin like withdrawals you still get no pleasure from food, sex, or anything you once enjoyed.
You have to hydrate and eat no matter what. The added weakness from not eating and drinking will get you. Clear ensure best for me.
I’m not that hopeful yet, but another has done better than me and encourages me ill come out of it. Hope nothing’s permanent.
I got so bad about picking resin out of my pipe to smoke or smoking ash that I just walked outside one night and smahed pipe on the cement. Too bad it didn’t stop me from going right back to my head shop and wasting more money to buy a new pipe and more spice. Bee Chill? More like be insanely paranoid, manically depressed, suicidal, and other more lovely things.
I honestly thought that I was the only one who was that bad. I would go to work with resin stains on my hands bcuz I had been up all night scraping my pipe just to get 1 hit. Id sleep for an hour and do it again. I never realized how bad my addiction was until I lost my job, spent all my money, stole, got arrested, and lost over 60 pounds in a year and a half. And I’m still struggling and now faced with the possibility of moving in with my parents at the age of 40 bcuz I’ve pissed away everything.
I was an idiot who quit and got back on the shit, currently on day 2 of quiting again and let me tell u it’s day 2 of hell! The first time I quit literally took me a few months to get back to normal, always had no energy and lacking motivation, but time was the best medicine for me, currently letting time work it’s magic at the moment and as much as hate it I can’t wait for another week or 2 to pass