Okay so i have smoked this stuff before, and the withdrawals were not as bad as they are.
The first time was never this bad. This time around, i can not keep anything down for the first 3 days, i still get hot and cold sweats and i am weak and cannot function properly.
I feel like i am out of body. My face feels numb, really my whole body feels numb. It’s as if when i rub my head or touch my arm or try to feel any part of my skin, its like i’m touching someone else. Its like if i closed my eyes i wouldn’t know i was actually touching my own body. My depth perception is way off, and i can not even walk up stairs without getting so tired i have to sit or rest.
I dont know if anyone else has had some symptoms like these or not, but id like to hear if you have and how long does this last?
I will say now i am on day 4 or 5. Given the fact that my memory is also now horrible, i lost my wallet couldn’t even tell you the events that have been included in the past two weeks.
But i will say this is what i found help me a lot. Be it day four or five not sure, but i finally got 2 hrs of sleep last night and woke up starving. I was shocked, but so I thought okay, hungry, but don’t want no shit hurting me when it comes back up, cause we all know, as soon as it goes down, its coming back.
But i have been slowly eating fruit cups, apple sauce, and drinking water all day and have been able to keep it down. I was even able to keep a greasy pizza down this evening. I sip slowly on V8 idk if it matters what kind.
There was also a soft cereal. I tried frosted flakes and it was Gggrrreeeaaattt!! Seriously, i used to have to force food down my throat but throw it right back up. But yes, i let the cereal get a little moist and again, SLOWLY started eating it. And it was kept down very well.
I tried to do a little rearranging of the house this evening, got hot, threw up – but not the food. So i was pretty stoked that my body has nutrients now.