I was a depressed teen who just got out of a 4-year relationship, so I was laying in my mom’s basement waiting for my life. All I wanted was a baby, and I couldn’t have babies.
I thought well so my ex shows up a heroin addict; he introduced me to spice and have struggled since I was panhandling all day to and stayed in shelter 3 hours and went to panhandle more.
Every time I ran, out my ex would leave me to sit in on the corner and he’d even grab money and leave and come back. It had to be the hardest way to live always so cold hungry, and you also get bored from not working, go more insane because of my rent car and everything never out wayed spice that was.
All I care about, I have lost four houses, one we did own. I have lost four vehicles, and finally, I did get pregnant, and I was able to stop when I found out somehow for all I wanted always was the baby.
She still was born two months early, and such then my life got to the point quit smoking, or you lose your child too. I can stop for months then I’ll find myself falling into again and starting all over, but in the end once I get the clean, life is amazing.
My man and I now even got so big as we were bosses then we went to court, and they took our rights away because we did it too late. I know my most significant side effects when I do smoke cold sweat, food, and water but my worst one is suicidalness.
I get it so bad my man even says to it and leave me alone. The spice has put so much pain in my life and still continues to make messes because most addicts can’t be with other addicts for bringing each other down the most no matter what.
I have no doubt about things I quit spice almost such a huge difference. I promise just see you will not want to let the happiness go anywhere it’s amazing, and you always have to tell self there is never one more so don’t tell yourself.
Otherwise, it took me to get everything back to how it should concern me and my man got jobs. That’s the biggest thing took three months to be me again no violence or freak-outs, and brain started to catch up now, got a charming apartment, vehicle repairs, keeping up and money in the wallet.
Wow, that is nice after six months continued doing well showed in our happiness, and everyone is talking to you again and inviting you over to family things.
That the hardest family kicked me out and told you ready quitting, don’t come around spice, does try to convince you. You don’t care, but you do and when Spice wears off for it will and it does you will feel ride with it. It’s ok.