I tried submitting my story the other day, but i was still going through the emotional part of the withdrawals still.
When I quit spice after 5 years or so ago (homemade, store,strong, really strong), the withdrawals were HORRENDOUS.
But YOU WILL BE OK!
I just decided to quit out of nowhere.
I was a zombie, and it was almost like i was on heroin. (I’ve done it)
When i quit, i thought I had just gone too far and this was how i was going to die!
THANK GOD I FOUND THIS SITE!
I am not alone and I love you all.
You are all so strong.
My life after 8 days off is amazing.
I still have slight anxiety, which i don’t mind because i get excited about the little things!!
Everything in my life is turning around because I quit this horrible drug.
I came to a realization that this drug was so bad that when I was off of it, I would drink more because of the withdrawals.
I lost my relationship, vehicle, and almost my job.
They have all came back since.
One time I smoked some strong homemade and saw my little cousin yelling satanic slurs and telling me I was about to die.
It was so real, I’m shivering right now, thinking of it.
I ended up yelling and puking until I was ok to smoke again.. this drug is that bad!
If you are having paranoia, scary anxiety or unconsequential thoughts, PLEASE SEEK HELP!
It is so scary to do this alone.
Luckily, I reached out to anyone that would help.
I am glad to help anyway I can.
PS. I’ve done about every drug in the book, and I don’t plan on doing it again.
PLEASE QUIT! YOU ARE NOT ALONE!