Hello everybody. I wanted to share my story.
I am in the UK and first tried this horrible shit around 4 or 5 months ago.
I used to be a heavy pot smoker and when I finally decided to quit, I used this stuff as I thought it would help me get off it.
How wrong I was. Well, in a way it did help me get off it, but it put me into a nightmare of something far far worse.
I started off smoking a gram every few days. I thought it was great, as you only needed the smallest pinch to get high.
Soon, though, I needed more to get the same high as before, and it went from a gram every few days to a gram every day. Then from a gram a day to eventually 3 grams a day.
This stuff is complete poison, it destroyed and took everything I had. I have a good paying job but was literally broke every week cos all I thought about was smoking it.
Daily life became a nuisance to me, all i would think about when ever I went somewhere was how long till i can get home to my bedroom and smoke.
When i finally decided enough was enough, i thought it would be no big deal. Slight irritability for a few days, feeling under the weather etc. Just like stopping smoking weed.
How wrong was I, it starts with vomiting, inability to eat, no desire to do literally anything. After that subsides, you think you are over the worst but its only beginning.
Horrible anxiety and horrifically bad panic attacks ruled my life for the next 2 weeks. I couldnt go to work, see my daughter, face my friends. I literally thought I was going crazy, I felt as though i was changing as a person and it scared the shit out of me. I felt as though there was no end in sight and it would go on forever.
But thankfully it didn’t, and 3 weeks later the anxiety and panic left.
This stuff is absolutely hideous, and i frankly cant comprehend how its even legal. It destroys lives, but my message to all you people going through the withdrawal is it will get better.
You just have to accept you did this to yourself and ride it out till you feel yourself again.
Talk to your family and friends. I know when your going through it, it seems nobody can understand; but, its still good to have somebody there to reassure you that you’re not going crazy and losing your mind.
Just make sure when you’re finally free of it, you never ever go back. Because the next time you might not be so lucky.
Take care everyone,