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I'm fine just going Thur a rough path right now, but also don't want to lose my way again. Thank you

Young lady...u give such wonderful advice.please please hang in there..your life is sooo valuable and you are strong.don't let anything take that away

I wanted to ask is their a reason u were reading posts in here this is not a normal website to random on and I was wondering if u needed to talk. And sometimes that's the hardest step. I do apologize if my comments to you were a little abrupt

religion tends to set me off.
And so does preaching the Bible. But if you need to talk, you can always PM me.

You should see a Dr. You should have no issues 6 yrs later after using a drug once. It could be something else.

You have to want to quit for you not anyone else or you wwill set yourself to fail. Good luck always here if u decide.

I'm sorry to hear after all that u went Thur , hang in there. And no I'm not aware of crayton u could google or Ask on this site if anyone knows

I'm so glad to hear that stay active on site it helps

Do you mean Kratom? That is not Synthetic Marijuana. That is like a powder type material mixed w water or in pill form that relaxes you. If its that, I wouldn't worry.

Had a serious overdose on this crap, tried showing up my "friend" who lied and told me it was safe. It almost killed me tbh, I dissapointed my whole family that day who of course found out. Had a four month shitty high feeling afterwards. That was 6 years ago and i still feel like I'm getting flashbacks from time to time. Ones happening right now actually. It heightened my already existing anxiety, and over all was one of the worst experiences I've ever had. I've heard of this leaving people severally disabled, dead or comatose. It's illegal in Russia ffs, if that doesn't tell you something nothing will. This crap should be illegal, crack is friggen healthier than spice. Quit now or die, or worse, live with the unforgivable shame of embarrassing your entire family.

I smoked some Spice and God only knows what was in it. I was told I was having seizures and then went into a coma.

I have no doubt that if I just touch this junk one more time, I will end up in another coma but this time I would die. I can't do that to my family.

I ended up in a coma for a week from this poison. Please consider quitting because nothing good comes from it over time.

Does anyone have any information on what this stuff does to a pregnancy? I'm talking actual experience and not just a Google search. Thank you!

Went to the ER. Got blood tests, X-Rays, etc. Checked my heart, lungs and all that. Everything came back okay. Thank god. I was very worried. It was a bad pain in my chest for like 2 weeks. I think it was from stress and anxiety in my life, and me dealing with quitting. Glad I don't have any serious issues after using for 6 plus years. I do however have terrible trouble sleeping, and a lot of anxiety from using. I cannot sleep much at all, sometimes not at all for several nights at a time.

Man. I have relapsed and gone back so many times I have lost count. It's crazy. I understand what you mean about the temptation. Those chemicals really are addicting. Proud of you being 2 years clean.

How did you detox

Hey sassygirl.been a while since I talked to u.my son was a straight for 6 months.had his life back on great track started again bout 5 days ago.I just found out.have u ever heard of something called Crayton or maybe kracken?

Thanks for reply and caring. Just got home from ER. Blood work and XRays came back fine. No issues with heart lungs chest etc. I am okay. I literally thought I was dying, it felt terrible. So relieved. I cant touch this again. Terrible shit.

How many times did you keep relapsing and going back? I'm curious.i've relasped twice and right now, the temptation is so hard I can actually taste it. And I have been clean for 2 years. I see that you stopped by talking to another smoker. Was that the only way u have resisted.?

I would have a doctor check that out, but I remember it being all that black stuff in your lungs from the blends. About 2 weeks to all clear out. Good luck, keep us posted.

Hello. Has anyone experienced pain on the left side of their chest near Heart from years of using Blends? It is scaring me. Like a tightening feeling near Heart and Lungs. Have used for 6 plus yrs and just quit.

Bravo a story to give hope and inspiration.

I wish you well, im glad it all worked out wonderfully for you and your family ,but I do highly suggest al-anon meetings for you to help you learn coping and not being alone or allowing there addiction or recovery to control you. Good luck keep us posted.

Thank you. It worked out. Well it has so far. They're clean, working and getting their lives in order. They want a future and children. I'm so proud of them. They're working so hard and doing so good. They've ran off the bad influences in their lives and are trying very hard to stay on the straight and narrow. They know this is the last time for me. They know if they backslide I'm gone and everything I do and give is gone with me. They know I will have to love them from a distance. It will be so very hard to do. After all he is my baby but I won't watch them kill themselves and I won't enable them anymore. Thanks for your kind words. I pray they stay on the right path and don't relapse this time.

my son seems to be addicted to this now and is also getting a daily dose of methadone he is not doing well at all and I thought Heroin was scary.