A majority of my life have been into particular types of drugs, nothing hard like crack, heroin or cocaine.(which I have never tried.)
My addictive personalities stem from problems with depression and anxiety so often to escape I resulted to nicotine smoking, gambling, and self-medicating benzos.
On a rare occasion, I do have weed, but I don’t consider that addiction for me if I didn’t have it on hand, I wouldn’t mind.
All the addictions I have experienced Synthetic “weed” is by far the worst.
I have been smoking synthetic marijuana for just over five years now, and the result has not been very kind, but I must say I’m lucky as nothing worse has happened so far and going to rehab/detox next week.
I feel I may have lost countless of brain cells and seem very detached, tired, extremely sweaty, body spasms, wheezing/difficulty breathing, isolated and must have product always on hand.
There have been nights I have run out which resulted in me scavenging through ashtrays trying to get a joint out of the discarded ones.
Now, after years of use, I now experience psychotic-like symptoms and feel like I’m losing control.
So under the advice of my psychiatrist I have decided to tackle this issue and try and rid this of my life.
Please reconsider this easier and more available option. I know it’s tempting, but this has destroyed my life.