So I’m usually a Mary jane girl only smoked the dankest weed.
Never tried spice, but about a week ago I didn’t have nothing to smoke an my older sister had a spice blunt .
The taste was so disgusting. The high made me feel so scared an my heart race really fast, like I was dying. I only took one hit an felt high instantly, an don’t wanna another hit.
We all went inside, an like 5 mins later, my sister said I was tripping really bad like I was laughing a lot a weird laugh but I didn’t even notice i was. I felt really weird, though – everything got slower, I felt blind in my right eye, an felt like I was having a heart attack.
My sister was asking if I was ok an I kept saying, yes. And then she said I wasn’t, I was being weird, and told me to jump in the shower. I told her to watch me, because I didn’t wanna be alone, so she did.
I told her don’t ever let me do that again, an she promised me .
Another week goes by, an I go to my friends house. I buy some weed an smoke out her pipe, not knowing there was spice resin in it cause she smoked it an I did not like that she did it. I got a spie high again, an I told her don’t let me ever smoke it. I told her about what happened with my sister when I smoked it, an she said I was doing the exact same thing, but I guess I was acting everything out of what I was saying.
Her mom an brother even noticed me laughing a lot, an me acting everything out. I asked my friend what was going on, cause I was so scared an confused after she told me. Her mom said that my mind was trying to control my heart. I wasn’t trying to freak myself out so I tried to stay calm this lasted more than over a hour.
I was still having an anxiety panic attack an told my friend ‘I think I’m dying’ an was telling her my death note an everything. She even heard my heart beating really fast an said I was shaking a lot an I was really hot inside my body. She told me it was about to collapse my heart but I didn’t believe her an in my mind I was thinking ‘I’m not dying, you just need to calm down”, so I did.
Next day, I didn’t feel the same an still don’t – can’t sleep , don’t have a large appetite, feel paranoid sometimes, can’t think right. I feel depressed an anxiety panic attacks still come at night, muscle spasms.
I finally got medication for me to sleep, an I tried it last night. It helped, but I still woke up at weird times.
K2 has messed me up mentally, an I can’t even smoke weed without feeling paranoid now or feeing like I was on spice.
I advise no one smoke this – one hit can ruin your life. I feel the old me coming back, day by day, an wish to be happy an smiling again.
I’m lucky I live with 2 nurses, my mom an my aunt, an they have been helping me an know I tried spice.
I have stopped every bad thing, an am going back to school tomorrow an hope I have a good day .
Please please help this get off the streets an anywhere else.
I don’t wish this upon anyone.