My ex-fiancé is a spice addict, and I hate it! When I found out, he was becoming hooked on it. He would nod off and is just plain careless.
I broke up several times because of it. He’d disappear for days, and when we’re together he’d leave me in a hotel room and stay out just about all night long, and when I say something to him about it, he gets very defensive and says he’s not smoking it.
When I know damned well he is while high; he thinks everything is a joke, and I tell him if he doesn’t get himself together I’m leaving him for good.
He’s been hiding the fact that he’s using by sleeping it off or nodding off and I’ve caught him several times with a lit cigarette and his car running. He’s been to rehab and has been kicked out.
I’m at my wit’s end with this bull, and I can’t take it anymore. I’ve tried to help him, but he doesn’t want it and thinks I nag him when he does it and that I need to trust him, but I don’t.
Before he started working, he was living at home with his parents, and he’d pawn things to get spice. And I just can’t take this anymore.
Prayerfully he gets it together, but I have to do what’s best for me, and that dissolves this toxic relationship and move on. By the way, it’s almost four years I’ve been dealing with this mess, and I’m tired.