Hi I’m Jesse.
Before I start, I want to say I’ve smoked over 10,000 grams of k2/spice in my life. I smoked for 3 years daily. I smoked 30 grams a day for 1 year and have been off k2/spice for 2 years now.
Not an exaggeration.
I’m here to share my story about the harsh reality of my addiction to k2 or spice.
So, I started smoking when I was 17, because I was on probation and they couldn’t find it on drug tests at the time.
I started smoking k2/spice once in a while, then next thing you know I’m smoking 30 grams a day to the point where i was getting huge deals on k2/spice. Stores would have me test out their product and have me rate it from 1-15 on potency.
I would literally do anything to get high, I would steal, deal, beg, literally anything. I would go for a k2 run at 3 am because I needed just one last gram before I went to bed.
I would get on my hands and knees and search the carpet of my room up and down for a hour or more just to get one last hit of k2.
Most of these side effects that have been listed I can’t say I remember. Other then seizures, paranoia, not having a appetite.
I’ve noticed I have a lack of emotion. I can still feel emotions, just not as much as I used to. I’m almost numb.
I realized I have to try a lot harder just to be normal, for example I have to try my hardest just to think about in-depth things. My brain just isn’t the same.
I have gotten better, but I will forever be damaged mentally. If you’re reading this and struggling with getting off it, remember it is possible, if I can do it then so can you.