Story Submitted By “Big Al”
iv been smoking spice for 4 or 5 years now. an im only 17 the only reason why i started was because of probation,i couldn’t quit smoking weed an my older brother not knowing how dangers it is introduced it to me the first spice i smoked was mr.smiley oeriganl after 2 hits i was high as hell i couldn’t believe that they sold it in stores it all went down hill from there.
i didn’t think i was addicted but i was an i dined i was It makes you suicidel i tried killing my self twice i didn’t want to live,i started forgetting things,iv spent at least 9,000$ in the past years on that stupid sh** with out even realizing it an
if i didn’t have money i would resort to crime to get my money an it went buy so fast the high don’t last that long.so you have to keep doing it iv almost died on it like 4 times.an it makes you not care if anyone got in the way of me an my addiction i would beat some ass no mater who that’s the sad part it changes you an you don’t realize it im writing this from a drug treament facility,i was scared i couldn’t quit so i ended it before it ended me it wasn’t easy an the first day was the hardest an the 4th day i had with draws at work an all my freids supported me. they were scared for me like my family was.
i just lost my friend R.I.P Richard Rayes AND IM DOING THIS FOR HIM BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH SELF RESPECT TO DO IT FOR MY SELF AN HE WOULD WANT THIS FOR ME I RESPECTED HIM MORE THAN MY SELF….SSSSOOOOO BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY IF I CAN DO IT COLD TURKEY YOU CAN TO JUST FIND SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LIVE FOR an having support will help you more then you think