I’ve been clean off Spice just over a year and was smoking it every day since I was 14 till I turned 20. I was a bright boy, intelligent, and good at most things.
At that age, I first smoked it with friends or what I thought were friends and I’m not going to lie I liked it. Its mind altering, but when I turned 15, I started smoking it every day only one joint but not long.
After it had begun to become more and more by the time I was 16, I was smoking spice in ridiculous amounts 3g a day. I still know them; all I think they are different in the UK like Exodus blue, red, black, sweet leaf oblit space cadet loads of different ones you name it.
I’ve smoked it anyway. Back to the subject I starting to bang my legal highs and was high where ever I was. I even turned up to job interviews high ask and even when I got a job; I would smoke it on my breaks.
It was getting a grip on me. Now, I suffer from bipolar schizoaffective disorder and paranoia, also have a heart condition and still have tremors.
So, I’ve fucked myself up, can’t work still, and can’t even focus on reading a book or even watching TV.
It’s like living in someone else’s body; it does do damage. I’ve tried to commit suicide more than once because I don’t think I can live like this like what’s going to happen in the future or if I’ll even have one.
It turns you into someone you are not. Please don’t smoke it, it’s one horrible drug that has grave consequences it’s should be laws up and banned.