Hi, my name is Preet! I work for a corporate company as an account manager. Though my life was simple, because I never took drugs, or I never did something extraordinary, which may create an adverse effect on my life. I do smoke cigarette, and I drink eventually.
I have smoke weed as well for many times in my life but not regularly. I am 23 years old, so maybe I can count hardly 20-25 times in my life I smoked. The first instance when I smoked weed was with some of my school friends at his place.
I met him in an examination center after a year. We decided to have a beer after the exam. I went to his brother’s place, where I had two bottles of beer. I was an empty stomach because I usually don’t like to eat when I go for any exams. I thought of having something after the exam; even I said my friend to get some food before the drinks.
I was good till the time I had my beer. I can’t forget the day. It was the 16th of June 2013. My friend’s brother brought some weed and offered me to have it. I was excited and little scared to have it.
I took a 5-7 puff of it, and I was completely high. I was yelling and uncontrollable. I told them to give me someplace to relax, but their behavior was evil. I felt like just getting out of it. It remained almost for 4-5 hours; I felt a little relaxed after taking a shower.
I always controlled myself never to mix alcohol and weed to have together. This was my first instance, but my last time when I had, it was a few days ago when I felt like I was almost dead. It still haunts me. I can always remember I have to fight with my brain to give my life back. My heart was pumped, and my body was not in my control.
I was praying every second to God to forgive me once. I promised myself I will never have it again.. I don’t know, but I have smoked a lot of times, but this was last .. my fear from death is over now because I was almost dead.
I tried lemon, black pepper and took even shower but it was not going to help. I felt like someone was ready to take me from earth to hell. I can never forget this day in my life.
Many people won’t believe it, but I saw the entire life cycle in my subconscious mind. The only reason I am sharing it today is just to let you all know if you want to know yourself more don’t use drugs, alcohol to have it. Get yourself out of it and do something which creates meaning for you to be born as a human being on this planet.