Hi, my name is Joe, I wanted to keep this brief just to let everyone know that I relate and that I’m thankful I found this website.
I have been using deuce on and off for 5 years now because of legal troubles, and I’ve been faced with the ability to obtain my medical card for marijuana, which means I wouldn’t get in trouble on probation for smoking it.
At that point, I realized just how addicted I’ve become to deuce (k2).
To put this stuff in a nutshell, it is great at first, then starts to get creepier, and the air around you becomes eerier, and it literally feels like your on an acid trip in a horror film.
I’ve gotten to the point where my skin feels like plastic, I have literally developed BPD, split personality, going through psychosis, dissociative all due to smoking this.
I know this is terrible for me, I’ll get excited to stop then take another fuckin hit and start the cycle over again. I feel like I don’t even exist on this planet, this shit has literally ruined my fuckin brain for the time being.
I literally feel like I have a mind of gold, and I can’t believe I fuckin let myself get to this point.
My mind is my most precious thing at this point; I never cherished materialistic stuff or otherworldly nuances, that was never important to me. And now the one thing I always fell back on I’m losing.
I don’t know what to do. I try bringing light to the situation. They say ridicule is the best form of medication, so I decided to laugh it off and think to myself oh how stupid I let myself get to this, no big deal, I’ll get through it and laugh.
Nothing helps, any progress you start to make up in your brain continually gets reset, this shit is fuckin trippy bro.
We need to bring more awareness than just this forum because recently is when all this stuff has been happening. I’ve read spice stories in the past, and they were never like this I feel like.
We are all likely getting the same shit. It’s all coming from China. So if they tweaked a batch that could be getting to all of us now. Because when I tell you, I have never felt this way off K2.
I mean it. This shit is literally evil. If you want to see first hand look at Harlem, that city is rotting from that shit, and you can tell that just recently, everything started to get strange and worse and more dilapidated over there.
I’m telling you I really think that the newer chemicals there putting in is what’s causing all of this. I literally relate to every one of your stories, the feelings, the emotions, everything, please reach out.