I have a girlfriend who had used Spice long before I came into her life. When I first met her, she used to smoke it occasionally, and the effects weren’t too bad, to my notice. As we became closer, I started taking an in-depth look to find how it can seriously mess up somebody.
Her desire to work, persevere or even continue living is entirely flawed! Often time, we argue because she thinks I am saying something disrespectful, and I’m a reality I’m not. I have seen her lose weight, sweat excessively, irritating personality, always anxious and talking to others in society has become a difficult thing for her. Even the few times we go out or do things, her desire still rests in the next smoke. The Spice excites her more than I do!
It has entirely halted this relationship because she promised she’s wouldn’t let it override us, and me being non-judgmental, I agreed. Now I feel stuck! If I leave her, I will feel guilty, not to mention she is a struggling single mother. All her kids have seen her convulse, throw up and they have normalized it in their head.
It has brought her nothing but destruction. Her friend is always coming around taking advantage of her and convincing her to smoke more marijuana. If I dare to step in between them, it’s all yells, all kinds of words and insults, as well as she possibly hits me, as it has happened. I have merely self-taught not even to care anymore, but I can no longer hold my tongue or halt the action.
This woman needs help, and she is too stubborn even to admit that it’s a pressing issue in her life. I talking nice and convincing her to slow down will not work, and I desperately need help. She has state insurance and can’t use it for a rehab center. What other options exist? What else can be done to make this resolve this issue?