I have been smoking spice for over five years, and it has completely ruined my life. I suffer from type 2 bipolar, and this has intensified my symptoms.
I started in high school just to avoid probation and UA’s. Now spice has become a full-blown addiction, I can’t sleep, and if I do, I wake up routinely just to smoke.
I struggle to gain an appetite, even after spending the day tracking the mountains. My perspective of life has diminished, and it has effects on my career, family, and marriage.
I have lost my job, my home and my friends. I turn my pitfalls against my family, and I fear I will lose them next.
My wife has tried to stand by me, but I feel worthless for what we’ve started going through.
Just in the last year, I have begun trying to quit and find support, not much availability.
Making the commitment today after finding this site, hoping to return to the life I once knew.