So I started smoking this when my husband came home from prison and couldn’t smoke the real. I also was on probation.
It seemed like at first the stuff wasn’t as strong as it is now, I could smoke it one day then not again for a week or 2.
Then I made the move to Dallas, and I started trying different stuff because it was like my body was getting used to it, and it seemed like the bags were changing.
My main ones were Nicki Minaj, Kisha Kole, and Angry Birds.
I would be throwing up smoking, still trying to hit a blunt. And, oh no, don’t let us run out because we would be in the house searching for any crumbs or dust we could find just to try and feel some thing.
This is the worst thing I’ve ever been through.
I’m currently 3 days sober… haven’t slept, haven’t eaten, I see spots, I’m fidgety.
I ended up having to call the ambulance, too – yikes – for my poor husband. The first time was a seizure from it. Then the second time was like 2 days ago, his muscles started locking up and I could physically see his muscles moving under his skin and locking.
All I can do is pray and cry. I’m right now sitting up, looking for solutions, and this stuff ruins families lives and everything.
Me and my husband were actually incarcerated a few months ago, because the police were called when the workers at QT saw us passed out at the pump. Didn’t even pump the gas.
I was charged w/ a controlled substance, and I had a clean record no problems. And I lost my car behind this stuff. My life is spiraling down, and I want it to end.
I’m over the cravings today. I despise the stuff.
When I was on it, we would sleep ALL day. I recently was fired from my job because of my attendance due to the sickness.
We stopped a few months ago and started back up a month ago and am now trying my hardest to stop.
I feel like a walking dead girl forreal!!
This stuff is so scary, they should call it synthetic heroine!!! It’s not like weed at all. I didn’t feel like, and every once in a while I’ll get a snell of that Nasty stuff and just be so sick!!!!!
It got so bad that when I threw the pipes out and rest of stuff my husband choked me til I passed out. And he’s not like that!!!!
I’m literally scared to death when he gets on it and starts coming down… this is so hard. I’ve been w/ him since I was 17 years old – I’m 21 now.
It gets better, I know it does. I just have to wait it out.
Also, I wanted to ask if anyone else was puking and going restroom for number 2 constantly?? And not normal, either – me and him both. Sorry, I know it’s gross – I’m venting – but it was like our throw up and bm was the same smell look and straight water??
I will be so happy when I can eat again. I used to have a body out of this world – nice big butt and breasts, and if you saw me right now you wouldn’t even think it was me!!!
I’m losing my mind. I don’t want this to ruin my relationship or kill us.
The Dr told my husband when we went to hospital that protein was leaking into blood stream and his kidneys were of a 90 yr old man. He was suffering acute kidney failure from dehydration.
I’m so happy that this website is here – it feels good expressing my feelings. Thank you so much. It almost calms me as I sit here and type 90 – nothing. LOL, I’m just looking for a support group and I think I found it.
I know how you are feeling right now, to those of you who quit cold turkey. I salute you – this not easy at all!!!!!
I will be glad to get back to the old me and my husband back to himself.
Please keep my family in your prayers. He’s all I have. I can’t lose him, I already lost my mom to meth.
Just ready for change… my stomach feels like it’s eating its self