Unfortunately, I had no idea that I smoked spice till after. One day, my friend gave us some of this synthetic weed her ex-boyfriend had given her. Literally, after two puffs, I thought I was in another world (felt real good).
After two minutes, I became extremely paranoid and emotional, crying my eyes out. It’s crazy because I could identify who was genuine and fake in the room; my lips were extremely dry!!!
Vaseline didn’t work, I chewed chewing gum for 2 minutes, and I had no saliva in my mouth causing the chewing gum to taste like concrete. Eventually, I had to leave my friends because I felt mentally ill.
As I left the room, I screamed ‘you better not laugh at me while I’m gone (paranoia). I then went to my baby, and I started talking to myself, banging my head against the wall with no control over what I was doing.
I was aware of what I was doing but couldn’t stop myself from doing it. I could hear voices in my head telling me crazy stuff. I forced myself to sleep hoping the side effects would go.
When I woke up at 4 am, I realized that weed juice was coming out my mouth and nose which stung and hurt so much! So I went to brush my teeth.
When I looked at myself in the mirror all of a sudden I was scared of myself (hallucinating), I seemed so evil in the mirror like I was going to kill myself through the mirror. I quickly went back to bed.
When I woke up, I was fine but had anxiety for like a week; I’m still recovering till now. Please don’t smoke this weed; it’s not good for you!!! I thought I was going to die that night.
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“I was scared of myself (hallucinating), I seemed so evil” – Joyce
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