My friend asked to try k2, and I was like what’s that, and he said it’s like a stronger version of weed.
I said okay, and I tried it, and then I was not that high and so I smoked more was not that high and more and more than like on a terrible sad level and a way I can’t explain I thought I killed myself.
I had the biggest trip of my life, and I was going to tell my family and friends that I was dead and that they could never contact me again.
I had to complete so many little puzzles to go back healthy and so many images and small moments and other weird things like cubes and stuff. I can’t even explain it, and I honestly thought I killed myself and went brain dead.
So I started to cry a lot because I died then I cried because I had to tell my mom I’m dead and not to come near me because whoever touches me dies and ends up like me.
I knew she would have arrived, and I would’ve killed her then killed more people and more and more. My friend told me as I was sitting on the couch that he was trying to wake me up because I wasn’t in the world.
If that makes sense, but I was out of the universe just everything, it was a blank of nothingness, and I thought I was in hell, but now I really found out how much people I genuinely appreciate and cared about and I only thought about like 10 people.
I was, and I’m so disappointed with myself, and I can really say I hate myself now and that I’m so stupid for ever wanting to try it. I still think about what happened that day, and it really effects me.
I have flashbacks and start to cry, and it gets hard for me to breathe sometimes just due to weed. I could’ve died and I know I was close I could feel it.
I can’t even begin to explain, but I just knew if I didn’t complete the puzzles after the blankness phase that I would be gone forever and would never see my friends or family again and that really scared me.