If you are reading this right now I want you to know there IS hope. I was hooked on incense as bad as you can be. It all seemed innocent at first, I tried k2 summit first at a local headshop. Then came mr nice guy, everything still in control I felt. I had some bad experiences with rapid heartbeat and some freakouts but nothing too crazy. After the first ban and the second wave came I became even more hooked and started seeing it pop up in more headshops around here.
That when the the consumption went up, and my sleep habits starting getting messed up. After theis ban after ban I became more and more hooked. My friends all of is our fun night turned into everyone falling asleep after smoking this. Some friends stopped but most of us kept going. A local headshop that has just been busted big time had me coming there for 3 years straight. Blend after blend I kept going and could not sleep without the stuff. Eventually it got to where I had to smoke about every hour even at work. At home I smoked non stop. Weekends would be a 100 dollars a night I even got a credit card and racked up 3 grand in a month and a half because another local shop had something called panama red and hysteria that had me hooked so bad. A list of blends include K2, mr nice guy, barely legal, kush, bonzai winter, headhunter,Black label, scentsi star, sour d, alien, fireshot, apocalypse, 7H, syn and hundreds more. I even got to the pint towards the end I would but it from people from Craigslist, so sketchy and one guys stuff made me throw up all night.
This crap made me have liver problems- I had no solid stool for years, headaches that were common later because of brain swelling, coughing up black for years with my lungs having the death rattle at night. I turned on my family all I did was smoke this, no desire to do anything at all whatsoever.
My job suffered and I lost that 70k a year job because I just eventually could not separate the two worlds. I thought everybody was against me. My head was so messed up. The worst part was not being able to sleep more than an hour and a half. You smoke it fall back asleep and back up. I would pass out standing up or randomly from the crap. The very last stuff from gaspipe (March 2014) was fireshot that was the opposite-had a stimulant affect and I would not sleep. I would pour my stuff in a plate and work smoke the whole pile up every night. I would be there at open the next day to buy more everyday for 3 years.
This stuff is the Devil It IS satan. Ever notice people always apologize to god or say I’m sorry in the freakout videos? That’s instinct we deep down know better but it is satan. My wife had prayed over our house without me knowing and a couple days later I felt the demon lift from inside me and it was all over. I was up late watching videos of bad side effects and would just stare myself in the mirror during each hit that night.
I looked hollow, I hated watching myself. I looked evil to me. I owe the fact I am no longer doing this to god almighty. I am 3 months clean as I type this and to you reading this it ONLY TAKES 3 DAYS FOR YOU TO FEEL NORMAL.
Take a sleeping pill to get through those first. Oil me night and a shower will help with the cold sweats. Suicidal thought and aggression happen during this sometimes so be with someone you love, or just keep reading and finding resources so you can keep the faith. I read so many testimonials from this site while trying to quit so I wanted to give back. I lost. 20 grand a great job and i don’t know the long terms affects. I do know that your bad cough will go away in a week and the withdrawals go away much quicker than you think. It’s just those first two days!!!!
The place I raced to get to before midnight and waited to open in the morning will be shut down in a couple months, they ended up making this stuff themselves and finally got busted along with the main maker of the incense. THIS IS THE WORST DRUG THERE IS AND THE DEVIL WANTS OUR KIDS TO KILL THEMSELVES BEFORE THEY EVER REALLY LIVE THATS WHY ITS in such juvenile packaging.
You can so this, you won’t BELIEVE how active and how much life you will want to love. You won’t live in filth you will want things clean around the house and your vehicle as well. A great group of friends is now separated from this drug some losing their jobs and moving away after there lost it all. I would spend money on this over anything even with a great family it will send you into the deepest, darkest hole you can imagine.
Please stop NOW YOU CAN DO IT:) 🙂 🙂 🙂 peace and love from Texas YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!