I was first introduced to synthetic pot from a friend of mine; I’ll start by saying my k2 days involved some of the funnest/funniest moments of my life
HOWEVER if i had the chance to go back, i would never have done it. I smoked one certain brand for around 6-8 months with my friend/s called LOL. It was just like weed but so much better.. Less expensive, happier high, didn’t last as long, no smell! It even looked friendlier, plus it was legal.
Anyways i’ll get to the point. After about 6 or 7 months of smoking k2 occasionally (like every weekend on average), a different friend of mine had k2 and offered some to me. I figured, sure why not. This wasn’t LOL. It was called something else, i don’t even remember but it was still k2.
Anyways i took two hits, and them two hits fucked with me hard for the next 7 months of my life. I am still convinced they changed me a little bit to this day, two years later, maybe they didn’t…
I don’t really know but I blame some things on it either way.
There has only been 1 day of my life i thought i was dying, and it was that day, about 2 minutes after taking the hits I walked inside my house with my head down.
I knew something was wrong, my heart started beating faster than you can imagine, but not just fast, it was beating so so hard, i thought it was just gonna stop. At the same time (and this was the scariest part) the sound of my heartbeat was like a gun going off in my head, i was 100% sure i would die, and i was just so scared because i didn’t want my family to find me dead on the floor.
BTW there is much more scary shit that happened but i’m gonna leave it out.
Scariest moment in my life? YES. but its not just that – it REALLY messed with me. After that day i quit completely, and never touched it again. I was 17 at the time. Anyways i told all my friends about it and they were like “what that’s crazy man”. They still smoked, and i wanted to smoke with them still, so I just started smoking weed with them (we all used to smoke weed before k2) but i couldn’t do it.. The high from weed was bringing back the feelings, the same scary shit from the k2 bad trip.
Yes you heard right! I was scared to even smoke weed!! I know weed would NEVER do that to me, it was them damn chemicals still in my head from the spice! I gave it like 3 weeks and finally smoked weed with a friend of mine again, but it just was not enjoyable, it was a fraction of the scariness of that first bad trip, but it was still scary, and produced bad feelings.
I know i’m being vague, but if i went into detail of the trip this would be very long. Anyways two years later, i’m proud to say my weed high is back to normal! I don’t really smoke weed often anymore, but not too long ago i did and it was fine.
Besides that though, that trip did cause other things. I too become more emotionally detached, like others are saying happened to them. At one point, you could tell me my mom just died, and I’d probably shrug about it, it just made me feel empty.
To this day i still like to be alone a lot as well.. Not to mention it severely messed up my memory!
Anyways, moral of the story don’t do it. Seriously don’t. I wont lie, i had really good times while being high off spice but it is just not worth it in the long run. It’s not like “oh i’ll just try it, and if i do eventually get a bad trip then damn, that will suck, but i’ll just quit”.
Nooo, its not like that.
It sticks with you and affects you for .. well.. you don’t want to find out. For me, i was majorly effected for roughly 7 months; minorly affected to this day.
But after reading other stories, people have had much worse luck than i have had, people have died; or been seriously affected by it for years; i personally know two people that had seizures and say they’ve never felt the same : / (it is honestly a very sad thing). For some, it erased their meaning of life, erased feelings, pleasure, and so on.
These chemicals aren’t safe for our minds, end of story. I’m glad i was able to share my story, and if anyone’s reading this determining if they should try it…