So I smoked weed once before. But my best friend and I wanted to get high together. We go to see her “plug” everything is going fine at first.
We were all laughing at first then all of a sudden I felt so dizzy. We were at this playground at 4 in the morning. I remember dropping myself to the ground and laying flat on my stomach.
I felt like I was sinking as if I could just stick my arms into the earth. I could hear everything around me, but I could understand. My thoughts got the best of me.
I didn’t know how we were created or how we even just exist from nothing. I kept having to tell myself that I’m here on earth. I don’t know how I got home.
I didn’t know if anything was real. I was so lost in my thoughts, and I was driving myself crazy. I thought I was never going to go back to reality. Then the next day comes, and I’m still not okay, but I’m feeling better.
I was okay most of the day, but I felt like everything was happening in slow motion. I was terrified. But I tried to get through it. Then it comes time to sleep.
I try just to close my eyes and sleep. But my hands and my head wouldn’t stop moving. It’s like I lost control of my body. I didn’t feel anything. My boyfriend was next to me, and I kept touching him, but I felt like I couldn’t feel him.
I just wanted to die at this point. I didn’t think my high would’ve lasted that long. That was only yesterday, and I still don’t know if I smoked K2 or if I just had an adverse reaction to weed. The panic attacks just keep coming, and I don’t know what to do. I’m only 15