So, I’ve been smoking synthetic marijuana for a few weeks now because of money shortage and how easily I can get it compared to weed in my town.
I know the wrong about it, and I want to stop, but my mind just wants to be high. It might also come from the weed though as I’ve been smoking on average once a day for about two years now but the spice is entirely different. It’s super intense and hits you almost instantly as the weed.
I always get these weird feeling the most common one being almost like a sick feeling in my stomach, which is weird because a friend of mine has the same feeling when he smokes, but he says he gets it in his chin/neck area? I don’t know weird.
I’ve also been noticing that when I take a decent big bong rip it so intensely that it almost feels like and outward wave trying to escape my body near my lungs and stomach area, in a pulse. It will happen then stop, happen, then stop and will keep happening for around 15 minutes into the high.
Another common one I used to get is a “peeing” feeling but happened more when I first started smoking. It feels like I’m peeing in my pants and the more I try to hold it in it just comes out, for me, it ended up more like a mental game.
If I thought about peeing, it would happen, and if I didn’t, it wouldn’t happen. But recently I’ve had the craziest thing happen to me that is making me quit after this last sack (or at least hope).
So I was smoking in my room right (I am 16) and I was just doing my thing and stuff, playing Xbox. I had ear buds in, and I took them out, and I swear I heard people talking in English (my parents speak Spanish and watch Spanish TV), and it was almost like a crying, and I heard something about marijuana which caused me to tune in.
It was 12:56, I remember it vividly, and I thought it was my grandmother coming to visit for some reason. Another side effect for me would be I seem to lose knowledge of what I’m doing for that moment and what time/day it is weird it, and so I heard crying, and I swear I can’t even make it up.
I heard lots of different phrases and parts of things out the things. I couldn’t see clearly. The first thing I heard them say was something along the lines of “wow I come here for the first time, and he’s smoking marijuana, disappointed” then “he’s a Satan child” “we must pray, ” and I was losing it.
At this point, I didn’t know why I heard this. It didn’t make sense why my grandmother would be here at one O’ clock in the morning then I figure it was my neighbors because it would make more sense.
They keeper talking, then a guy said “he’s going to jail no matter what” and that is the exact words I heard. I freaked out (previously I thought my parents had cameras in my room for reasons) then I heard something like “we have sensors, and they’ve been going on almost every day” and a bunch of other different stuff.
At this point, I put two and two together and thought they’ve been spying on me and knew about the things I do, and I figured, it was like some sting operation, and I was going to go to jail. I wasn’t too convinced yet until I turned off my light in my room and I can’t even make this up.
I swear I heard it so clearly something they said about wow now he turned his lights off, what does he do all day get high and sit and play video games? Okay, that’s when I lost it.
I was thinking. First, it could be the TV, but it wouldn’t make sense because it’s so particular relating to me. So I was just looking around my room seeing if there was anything like a camera and I heard them say something like “he spotted it.” Alright! That’s it!! I’m going to jail.
At this point, I was convinced I was getting locked up, so I tuned out of the conversation and just played my video games or at least tried because I was so fucked up at that time by everything. That was happening but was also keeping track of the time just to see if it was the TV and see if it would go to commercial.
I remember it being like 1:22 or something like that, and there’s no way a television show/movie would play that long without going to break. So I finally said fuck it if I’m getting locked up I might as well just go out of my room and see what’s up.
I got out there, and not one person was there. As I mentioned earlier, the TV was on (my dad falls asleep to the TV in the living room) but what was so freaky was that it was in Spanish.
How in the world did I just hear this whole 20-30 min conversation with the best possible answer is that it’s the TV, and go out there to realize it’s in Spanish? That’s the end of that pretty much; there were more things to it and things I heard that I left out but that’s pretty much all the key parts.
It all happened I think 2 or 3 nights ago and I still pretty sure about it. I’ve been trying to decide if I’m delusional or it’s some message from God. People say “bro you were just high,” but I cannot stress it enough about the things I heard; I heard it with my ears, so apparently it wasn’t that I was “just high.”