Skip to content
Spice Addiction SupportSpice Addiction Support
  • Addiction & Recovery Support
    • How To Quit Using Spice & K2 (Safely)
    • Do You Need Rehab For Spice?
    • 5 Types Of Rehab
    • Finding A Treatment Program
    • Counseling for Synthetic Marijuana Addiction
    • Spice / K2 Drug Tests Provide Peace Of Mind
  • Submitted Stories
    • 1,000 Stories Submitted To This Site
    • My Story
    • Share Your Story
    • Subscribe for Updates
  • Spice Information
    • What Is Spice / K2? Get The Facts On Synthetic Marijuana (2019 Update)
    • Vaping: More Dangerous Than Smoking?
    • Spice Withdrawal Symptoms
    • Side Effects Of Spice Use
    • Is Spice Bad For You?
    • Bad Spice Trips
    • Symptoms Of Synthetic Marijuana Use
    • Street Names for Synthetic Marijuana
    • List of Known Synthetic Cannabinoids
  • Privacy Policy
Submitted Stories

“I saw the grim reaper and thought, ‘You’re gonna die.’ ” – Kirra

Posted on May 14May 16 by Spice Addiction Support
grim reaper spice addiction
14
May

It’s been almost 2 years since I’ve smoked spice, and my experiences were always different.

I was with someone who was truly addicted to it, even got us evicted from our apartment after living there for only a few months. He would spend hundreds of our rent and bill money on it every day since it burned quicker and the high only lasted for 15 mins or until you passed out (though you would never know when you passed out).

I remember the major bad trips I had. I was sitting in my living room watching Superbowl 48 (missed the whole game cuz I smoked spice and was passed out the whole time), and I remember seeing numbers quickly dropping down to zero. I thought I was going to die so I screamed to wake myself up. Thankfully it wasn’t my time yet.

A couple months later, my ex and I were over at his dad’s house and my ex thought it’d be awesome if his dad took a hit of spice (he was a weed smoker which I highly recommend for ppl who are currently spice smokers cuz its a real plant people grow, not processed and it’s been proven to help handle major diseases like epilepsy).

His dad didn’t feel anything, but apparently I was having seizure like symptoms I was unaware of until I opened my eyes and saw my ex and his dad staring at me in worry and his dad ask me if I was OK.

Some time after that, we were trying to find a place to sleep (my ex spent all our money on the stuff during the week as always and we were smoking in a parking lot next to his mother’s house).

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a scythe and a dark hooded figure and thought, “that’s the grim reaper. You’re gonna die.”

grim reaper spice addictionI looked at my reflection in the side mirror of the car and noticed my eyes had no pupils, my lips were pale and drooping like I was frowning but I knew I wasn’t.

Then I noticed I was shaking my head at myself like I was ashamed and had to pay the price.

I was so scared after that time that I stopped completely.

My ex went to numerous rehabs to get clean, but he never did while we were together and that’s why we’re not together anymore. He chose that over me and believe me everyone, you don’t want to get addicted to spice.

So for people who have addictive personalities like my ex, I don’t encourage you to ever go near that stuff. My ex and I have lived in a lot of different states and he always found a way to buy it regardless of the price.

Spice can mess you up and the 15 minute high is not worth your life.

I’m telling my story to prevent others from further injuring their beautiful minds, wonderful lives and the ones they love because spice will make you choose it over your loved ones.

Thank you for reading, and I hope I’ve helped someone with their addiction.


Share Your Story With Us

If you have firsthand experience with synthetic marijuana and are willing to share your story, you can help other people to gain new insights into their own struggle with this awful drug.

    Name You Want To Be Used (Required)

    Your Email (Required)

    Your Story

    Can We Anonymously Post Your Story To Help Others?
    (Required)
    YesNo

    Type The Letters In The Box

    captcha

       

    Let's Stay In Touch!

    Subscribe to get the latest submitted stories delivered to your inbox. Join Our Mailing List    
    This entry was posted in Submitted Stories and tagged addicted to spice, bad trip, husband, seizures.
    “The withdrawals are so bad, I seriously feel like I’m going to die.” – Callie
    “Creatine helps that dreadful feeling in my stomach disappear.” – Mr. Rob
    Latest Stories
    • “It Felt Like My Heart Was Beating Out Of My Chest” – Liz
    • “My Heart Was Pounding Through My Chest” – Tatum
    • “He Quit Breathing Years Ago” – Kat
    • “I Wish I Had Listened To Those Stories And Heeded Their Warnings” – Jose
    • “I Was The Universe. Nothing In My Life Was Real” – Shirley
    Share Your Story
    Join Our Mailing List
    Categories
    • Addiction Resources (8)
    • Bad Spice Trips (4)
    • Spice Information (21)
    • Spice News (35)
    • Submitted Stories (1,342)
    Recent Comments
    • Beverly Donias on Side Effects Of Spice Use
    • Oneofakind Abrams on How To Quit Using Spice & K2 (Safely)
    • Diane Radley on Counseling for Synthetic Marijuana Addiction
    • Carrie Alani, RN on Welcome To Spice Addiction Support
    • Paul Davidson on Spice / K2 Drug Tests Provide Peace Of Mind
    • Viewer on 5 Types Of Rehab For Synthetic Marijuana Addiction
    • da Waters on How To Quit Using Spice & K2 (Safely)
    • Jones Simon on Welcome To Spice Addiction Support
    • Joshua Herron on “How I Became Addicted To And Finally Quit Smoking Herbal Incense” – JB
    • Ricardo Joassin on Welcome To Spice Addiction Support
    DMCA.com Protection Status VigLink badge
    • Home
    • Spice Information
    • Addiction Resources
    • Share Your Story
    • Submitted Stories
    • Latest Comments
    • Contact Us
    • Disclaimers
    • Privacy Policy
    Copyright 2021 © SpiceAddictionSupport.org
    • Addiction & Recovery Support
      • How To Quit Using Spice & K2 (Safely)
      • Do You Need Rehab For Spice?
      • 5 Types Of Rehab
      • Finding A Treatment Program
      • Counseling for Synthetic Marijuana Addiction
      • Spice / K2 Drug Tests Provide Peace Of Mind
    • Submitted Stories
      • 1,000 Stories Submitted To This Site
      • My Story
      • Share Your Story
      • Subscribe for Updates
    • Spice Information
      • What Is Spice / K2? Get The Facts On Synthetic Marijuana (2019 Update)
      • Vaping: More Dangerous Than Smoking?
      • Spice Withdrawal Symptoms
      • Side Effects Of Spice Use
      • Is Spice Bad For You?
      • Bad Spice Trips
      • Symptoms Of Synthetic Marijuana Use
      • Street Names for Synthetic Marijuana
      • List of Known Synthetic Cannabinoids
    • Privacy Policy
    This website uses cookies. We'll assume you're ok with this, but you can opt-out if you wish. Accept Learn More
    Privacy & Cookies Policy

    Privacy Overview

    This website uses cookies to improve your experience while you navigate through the website. Out of these, the cookies that are categorized as necessary are stored on your browser as they are essential for the working of basic functionalities of the website. We also use third-party cookies that help us analyze and understand how you use this website. These cookies will be stored in your browser only with your consent. You also have the option to opt-out of these cookies. But opting out of some of these cookies may affect your browsing experience.
    Necessary
    Always Enabled

    Necessary cookies are absolutely essential for the website to function properly. This category only includes cookies that ensures basic functionalities and security features of the website. These cookies do not store any personal information.

    Non-necessary

    Any cookies that may not be particularly necessary for the website to function and is used specifically to collect user personal data via analytics, ads, other embedded contents are termed as non-necessary cookies. It is mandatory to procure user consent prior to running these cookies on your website.

    SAVE & ACCEPT