I need help!
I have been addicted to legal synthetic since 2012. I smoked it for three years, constantly, everyday
In January of 2015, I went thru two weeks of miserable pain – mental and physical.
I had stopped smoking for four months… until a guy came along that I need and had some and peer pressured me!!
I ask God every night to please take this from me.
I don’t want this. I don’t want to feel like this.
I can’t eat without it, I can’t sleep without it, I can’t work without it.
I want to stop again, but this time it is so much worse.
I pay $60 a day just to smoke so I can sleep at night. This isn’t right!
I don’t want to feel this way. I feel like bugs are eating my stomach at times. I throw up yellow if I don’t have it.
I can’t sleep. I stay up sweating, throwing up, just plain miserable…
I don’t want to even live anymore.
I need help. I don’t want this in my life anymore. I was never addicted to anything in my life besides this, and it has ruined me.
I want my life back, I want my family back, I want the old Jamie back
Someone, please help me.