So about 5 years ago, I unknowingly smoked k2. I thought it was just regular marijuana, anyways it was myself and about 8 others smoking, I have so many unanswered questions.
I was fine for about 10 minutes after smoking marijuana then, I got a severe panic sensation and went outside to get some fresh air, when I came inside I had come to the conclusion I was dying.
I laid in a bed and seized out off and on for nearly 5 hours. During this time, my teeth felt as if I was biting tinfoil. My brain genuinely felt like it was melting, and I drank a whole 24 pack of bottles of water when I wasn’t seizing.
I finally pulled out of it and was craving a shower, so I took a shower and went to bed as nothing happened. The next day, I wake up and feel almost hungover.
Keep in mind, I was a healthy 18-year-old kid at this point, with no history of panic attacks nor any prior drug use. Now, 5 years later, I suffer from crippling anxiety, I can barely function on a day to day basis.
I can’t hold a job because I’m afraid what happened 5 years ago will happen again (although it hasn’t).
I no longer smoke or want to even smell marijuana. I just want answers! This happened not only once but three different times, only the other two times didn’t last nearly as long, and the other two times, I am 99% sure was just weed.
Does anybody have any suggestions or tips on how to help? I’m seriously so burnt out on this anxiety, I don’t even care if I live or die anymore.