I Never thought I would be able to quit smoking this horrible incense, i’ve started to smoke this stuff when i was ONLY 16 years old a friend came and said that he has some legal stuff that has the similar effect as Marijuanna so i said to myself, If it’s legal why shouldn’t i try it, right?
So I happily agreed to smoke with him and we rolled a joint after school, I felt so good, cant even describe what has been going, everything seemd so euphoric, so calm and i had such a great time with my friends while smoking it so it became a kind of a “hobby” for the first few months we would sit after school, roll a big fat joint and smoke it. One joint, after another, after another untill one day a friend brought a Bowl, So we smoked it trough a bowl and i had the worst trip i ever had (you might think what this kid is talking about, only 16 years old but trust me i’ve tried everything of everything) so i said to myself i would never try smoking trough a bowl and i will stick with the joints since they made me feel so good and calm, there passes a year and we still smoking this stuff, all together but now we are smoking it every time we can, on breaks, between classes, and at home, once again a friend brought a bowl and i decided to try it again since ive been smoking so much a kind sized joint would not do the same to me as before. this time it felt awesome, even better than the joints so i decided to stick with it, bought myself a bowl and started buying the incease myself, before that we were smoking it in a group.
Since i started smoking the bowl i stopped going outside, lost a connection with the outter world and didnt care about anything but that high i would get from a hit, there was nothing in my mind besides getting a hit and get high again and again, and when it didnt affect me that strong as i would expect i would just rip another hit from the bowl, i tought nothing is wrong with me and everything is going just fine untill i had no money to afford this drug anymore, i started rip every package that i had in a hope to find something i could smoke, eventually i started stealing stuff, selling my cellphone and everything i could to afford this, at this time i knew something wrong and im addicted but i just couldnt stop, i tought to myself “what am i going to do tomorrow if i wont smoke” “i probably wont survive the next day”, i became careless about my surroudings, didnt talk to my friends anymore, always getting in fights with my family, all i could think to myself is how am i going to get these 20$ to afford another package and when i finally did get these 20$ and bought it, it would relax me and my mind just would go away and i would feel relaxed for the next day or so untill the incense is over, 3 years to my addiction and i just couldnt find a way to stop, ive tried many times and it just wouldnt work i always bought another package and i tought i am never going to quit this stuff, even tough i saw my friend being in the emergancy room because of kidny failiure i tought to myself that i am hooked on this stuff and going to die from it, and guess what i ACCEPTED IT!!!
untill one day i took my motorcycle for a ride, and suddenly lost control of it, i fell and broke my leg in 5 places and this what helped me to quit smoking this stuff since i wasnt able to get up and go purchase this stuff and couldnt call anyone to bring it to me since i sold my phone.
Now i am really happy that i quitted smoking this, i really dont know if it was a help from above or i was just “lucky” that i broke my leg but definetly, the best thing happed to my life in the past 4 years