So where do I start? I started using spice when I was 14 just because I was addicted to ecstasy coke and weed. I wanted to do something like that in case I ever got tested wouldn’t pop positive.
That was my first mistake by the age of 18, I was smoking around 7-14 grams a day, and this was a 40-80 a day addiction.
I was making real money, so it wasn’t an issue when I started them from there. It went all downhill I was working just to buy more spice.
I would leave work warily just because I couldn’t handle being at work for more than 4-5 hours without smoking. I lost my job, my house, my GF, everything to this drug.
I lost over 100 pounds just because I would not want to eat. This drug is no joke; I’ve had two heart attacks because of this.
When I was on it, my body is not the same I am 24 now and clean for three years, and it’s like no other I had to get away from all my friends.
I had to learn to look myself and want to better myself. You got just to say no more and take it a day at a time.
Na was my best friend just listening to other people stories even if it’s a different drug makes you want to better yourself and do what’s best for yourself.
All you can do is try a day at a time. We all didn’t become addicts in a day so we can’t expect to be done in a way that we got to fight for it every day.
If any of you all want to, just talk or need a person you listen just email me I know how this is!