I’m an ordinary person who was interested in trying everything even spice and other drugs. I love to try new thing. It started with me when I was in grade 9, and I wasn’t even smoking cigs.
I was with some of my friends playing in our street and having fun, and one of my friends asked me did you ever smoked cigs.
So I was like no, I never tried and I will never try them because I can see they are harmful and all they do is only cancer and other diseases.
He laughed and told me don’t be a child and let’s try this at the beginning. I was hesitating, and then when he lights it up, I asked him give me one, and he did at the beginning.
I was terrified of anyone to see me doing this thing and from my parents. So I didn’t as I stayed didn’t touch a cig. When I went to grade 10, everything got started.
I tried to hash then I like it so much, so it became a habit every day for me, and my friends collect from each other’s and get some cash.
Then, my parents started to see that there’s something wrong is going on, so they asked me are you okay? I told them I’m fine! Do I look tired?
They didn’t answer, and I knew that they started to feel, something bad is happening, but I didn’t care.I continued for a week, and they caught me smoking I cried and apologized.
I gave them a promise that it will no more happen in my life. Five months passed and everything was going well, everything was okay until one of my friends asked me do you know spice?
I said, of course, my mom use it sometimes when she’s cooking. He laughed and took out his Wallet and took out a colored small plastic bag and he opens it, and he told me that’s the spice.
I said let me see it, and I took it in my hands and smelled the bag. It feels weird. It smells like a real spice. He asked me to go get a rolling paper, and I will show you what it is.
I said thanks; I don’t smoke, I’m drug-free. He said it’s legal and I got it from ten markets, it has no side effects and trusts me it will not harm you.
I asked him are you sure? He said yes! I’m sure, so I got the paper, and he rolled it up and he took three puffs, and he told to take three puffs, only three puffs.
So I took them, and I was telling him nothing happens to me. Then one moment I had a feeling that I die due to smoking spice and I saw an angel who was taking my soul out.
I cried, and I swear that I will not put this in my mouth again.
One month passed, and I called my friend, and I told him what about we get a bag but only a bag.I wanted to try this again.
He asked did you like it? I said to him not actually, but I want to know if smoked it again the same thing will happen or not.
He said okay, come pick me up tonight, and we will get a bag. I said okay, then I picked him, and we got this bag then something weird happened.
When we smoked Spice, I felt that I’m another creature who can read my friend’s mind who can think deeply and I liked the mood and feeling.
Then the day after, I went alone to get a bag, and I found it very cheap and very easy to get, so I got addicted to it. I lost all my good friends. I lost all the people who love me.
I was about to commit suicide several times, but my parents saved me. Another year passed but was hard. So I decided to get over the thing, I told myself enough, so I quit.
This was for just two days, and I discovered that I’m I’m addicted to the thing. So everything’s changed, I started to smoke every day.
My dose reached 10 grams per day or maybe more. I smoked spice for three years, but one day, I felt that I’m going to be crazy if I kept doing this thing.
I closed my room on me, I cried, I asked god to forgive me and help me to get out of this, and I started praying. I stopped hanging out. I ceased to go out for any reasons.
I kept doing this for three months, and now I am 2 years an ex-addicted person, and everything is now okay. My friends are back, my family is back, and I’m doing well.
I want to thank everyone who stood beside me and helped me. I hope you enjoy my story and I hope it is helpful.
I’m sorry for the grammar mistakes. I live in Egypt, so my English is not that good.