Everything was fine! It was the night time, and I was at home. I had some weed that I got a couple of weeks ago and wanted to try it out. I took one or two hit, and I was watching TV out of nowhere. I felt terrified and this horrible feeling I can’t explain.
Felt like I couldn’t remember if the people in my family were real or a dream I had. Then I got the strong urge; I was going to die no matter what will be the result! I recorded myself trying to explain what was going on because I wanted my family must know that this was not a suicide!!
I felt like I need to leave clues and signs. I was terrified. It almost felt like one of those dreams that are bad but you know it’s a dream and wakes up. Only this wasn’t, and that feeling was so awful!
I can’t explain it I felt like I was about to wake then I started hearing mom crying asking someone, is she gone? The more I tried to notice or end this most horrible feeling ever I couldn’t, I felt like I was not in charge of my mind.
I don’t care what anyone says; I felt like I died but couldn’t figure out how I leave my body & go to Jesus.The easiest way I can explain it was the same thing over and over and over again, and you’re never going to see anything else but this, and you knew that that’s the scariest thing ever!
I prayed to god because I honestly thought I was going to die. I get terrible panic attacks sometimes just because of synthetic weed, when I think of it and how it made me feel in my head. There are no other words to describe! It was pure hell!! And I am
Thankful to god because you were talking to me and saying everything is going to be alright but at the same time even though that’s comforting. I got myself scared again and started panicking because I thought that maybe I am dead.