March 31 2015, 4 a.m: Zach used k2 for the last time, while at his dad’s.
Zach admits to using for approximately 6 months.
Today is April 12. 2015.
I don’t leave his side. I’ve quit my job. He and I spent 5 nights in the hospital, where he was treated for k2 abuse.
My God, I have seen him battling the devil with hallucinations, panic attacks and horrible pains.
I had him draw a picture of the object he was seeing during his hallucinations. His drawing revealed a dark shadowed demonic figure – no legs, no face, glides into corners.
He is fighting so hard to beat this horrific addiction.
Today is the 13th day of no use of k2. Today was horrible: out of no where, paranoia, fits of hatred and rage.
I am not giving up. I am fighting.
I love you, son.