I started out weed. I smoked almost every day and was happy with that. I went to work, did the house work, spent time with my family. I was living a normal life just needed something to calm me down after a long day.Then I got a weed from one of my friends. I did not know the weed’s name but it was a spice. It was such an intense high, something that I never felt before. At Starting point, I liked it a lot, after that I become used to it and searched for more. I smoked that weed continuously, every day for 2 years.
My friend and I even went for long hours car rides to get more if somehow we didn’t find it in our area. But after the couple of months, I got sick and upper respiratory virus. I wanted to quit but couldn’t. I didn’t see my family much during that time. I even used to sneak off to get high. I was not able to eat, sleep when I wasn’t high.
I lost 50 pounds. I didn’t care about anything but smoking. I had wasted 2 years of my life. Then I met my Husband and he assured me that I am a strong woman and didn’t need that weed. He and my family helped me a lot to quit.
About 2 weeks of just staying on bed, sweating, crying, screaming and crying some more. At the end I finally got better. Twice since then I relapsed but quickly got better because I didn’t want to be where I was. So, It is possible to quit if you are determined and strong. You just need the support of your love ones.